Our Newest Little Miracle

I am so happy to say that we are expecting our number three! This little peanut will be here sometime at the beginning of May. We are beyond excited! I have really prayed for this miracle for sometime now and have to pinch myself that it has finally happened.

A week after we found out that we were expecting, I had a huge scare. I was being silly with our youngest and I swung her into her carseat and immediately started bleeding. I went to the emergency room to be checked out and left pretty much thinking that we had lost our baby. The ER Dr. was terrible and never even considered another possible cause for the bleeding. Anyway, it was a very long weekend of bedrest and "wait and see." On Monday I had my levels rechecked and found out on Tuesday that they not only doubled (the dr wanted them to double in three days) but they more than quadrupled! That was quite a relief to say the least, but not nearly as relieving as seeing our baby's heartbeat on an ultrasound that Friday! It was the tiniest little miracle I have ever seen. A little dot with an even smaller dot going about 150 beats a minute! Praise the Lord! The scripture I continuously prayed over our sweet baby is:

"For you created my inmost being;

you knit me together in my mother's womb.

Your works are wonderful, I know that full well.

My frame was not hidden from you

when I was made in the secret place.

When I was woven together in the depths of the earth,

your eyes saw my unformed body.

All the days ordained for me were written in your book

before one of them came to be." Psalm 139:13-16

Well, we have had several additional Dr's appointments and other ultrasounds and the baby appears to be perfectly healthy! Me on the other hand, I have a small subchorionic hemorrhage, which is a blood clot. My understanding is that it has the potential to burst and could cause harm to our baby, but if I take it easy and don't do much, it can just dissolve back into my body within a few weeks. That is what we are praying for. I am pretty much a couch potato these days, and feel pretty silly about it because I FEEL perfectly fine like I could be up doing my normal stuff, but I know the threat, so I am being a good girl on the couch! My Dr. will be keeping an eye on the clot every other week or so with the hope that it will go away on its own very soon. I just feel unbelievably blessed to be carrying this child, and I am confident that the Lord will put His heeling hands on my body and protect our beautiful little one.

I am only 9 weeks preggo, but looking at me you would think I was over 3 months along. The bump poked out a LOT sooner this time around. Every time Alan looks my direction, he just laughs at my belly. Its so funny! He is very excited about this little one too. So much more relaxed than with our first two pregnancies. He says its because now he knows its all ok. He says its just different this time. Yeah! I thought of all our pregnancies, this one is the one that would have him nervous. 3 kiddos is a lot! But I guess not. Since he's so "experienced," he knows he's a pro at this daddy business and is just relaxed and excited. It is very cute and really reassuring, especially when I start to get a little nervous about it all. He's the greatest daddy in all the world, so this child is already blessed beyond belief!

The girls are pretty excited too. Maci has a small fear of boys (they are loud and rough she says) so she is hoping we have a girl. She says if its a boy, we can keep him while he's a baby, but when he gets big we can give him to a family that really wants a baby. Yikes! I asked her if we could do the same thing with her, and she quickly saw the flaw in that idea :) She wants to name a girl Abby Cadabby, or a boy The Count. No, we never watch Sesame Street. There was a short Sesame Street performance one night while we were in Jamaica and they got attached quickly. Payton wants a "brudda." She says she wants to change that baby's diaper. Done. I'm off the hook for diaper detail. She thinks that Elmo is a great name for a boy and that Boopa is a suitable name for a girl ( I think that comes from a show called yo Gabba Gabba??) She is a little bummed that mommy can't carry her around anymore, so she likes to cuddle with me on the couch while Maci is at preschool. She says when the baby gets here, I can hold her all the time and daddy can hold the new baby. Keep in mind she is 3 in a month, a little big for all that holding! She has it in her head that she's still my little baby! I'll take it! They grow up way too fast.

We have 4 or 5 friends who are due in the same 4 month time period with their third babies, so we should all have a ton of fun spoiling these #3's while their siblings are all in school/preschool. Alan and I are really looking forward to these uncharted waters. Our families both stopped at 2, so this is going to be new to us all. Alan has one brother and I have one sister, and we have now agreed to let ours outnumber us! Yikes! May seems like such a long way off, so I hope it goes fast. I just can't wait to get my hands on this child. Once May gets here, I hope time will then stand still. Although I'll be new to this mother of three thing, I am a veteran and know full well just how fast the time flies by when you've got kiddos. I know enough to know, that I will have to cherish every single second of it...even the up all night, tired out of my mind part, because I will NEVER get the opportunity to do it again!